Reviewing my own blog.

Okie, I just read my last year's entry. I think I have upset Nick as well.

In the midst of upsetting him by reading something, I realised all these words are words that I had written before, only in not as perfect language. I actually forgot I wrote this "Just like he has hurt me. I am afraid that I would have to hurt others as well. I cannot move on. So it would be unfair that I be with someone else. I have the tendency to linger and look back but no decency to move forward. Like a spirit in limbo."

Reviewing can be so painful, but I have realised this in the past few days as well, my pain did not start there. My lingering spirit was lost somewhere else long ago.

Ah Tham may get his wish after all.